The Darkness

The darkness approaches me
Realistically I'm
Frightened
I'm scared
I'm shit out of luck and I'm
Tired

Tired of the feeling
On the surface of my cranium
I've been skullfucked
I've been barbecued
And sauted with marinade
And roasted over a 
Fire

Fire and bombs and guns
Reign in my mind
Behind the plexiglass
Refracting my reflection
And skewing my sense of
Perception
Invoking a

Paranoid
Schizophrenic
Gang of bad guys
AND I HATE NEW YORK

Another Letter to Abriel

Abriel,

I haven’t sent you any letters in a while. I’m sorry, so very much sorry. I know what it is to have something terribly wrong happen.

To be quite honest, I was afraid to write this letter. I am not sure if you are still alive. I don’t know anything about what happened last month, other than what I see on American news broadcasts, which most of the time don’t show you the whole picture.

When I was about your age - it’s hard to believe that you’re already 10 years old - the American Twin Towers fell in New York City. There were images seared into my mind that day that I will never be able to get rid of. They will always be there. I see those images when I dream sometimes.

I can’t tell you anything that will relieve you of feelings that you are so right to have. Life must be very confusing right now.

I can only give you my advice: live to honor the memories of those who are no longer with us. Go on living a good life, to honor their memories. Be the best that you can be.

I met a man the other day. He was a strapping young gentleman full of… something that I can’t exactly describe. He told me not to worry about anything, that everything would be taken care of. That everything - no, in fact, the universe tends to unfold as it should. Or at least it will showed. If it didn’t, he added, then we would all be very confused as to the nature of our existences in bent space, and the loss of theoretical physics would therein for be bent themselves. No,  indeed the universe does tend to unfold as it should.

I got your Christmas card. It was so sweet of you to send me that card. But I don’t care for christmas cards with happy images on them, because I’m sure that is the last thing on your mind right now.