I can't do it.
I'm fucked.
I need to pass this fucking test. I need to pass. I need to do this. Come on, come on you piece of shit! Do this! Do it!
I kick out my legs, and do three push ups. I collapse to the ground, spent.
Not physically... Mentally. I know that somewhere in here is the capability to do more. But right now, for some fucking reason - I'm nervous? My palms start sweating, I have trouble breathing, my muscles are tensing up. I rub my hands together and start breathing hard.
DO THESE FUCKING PUSH UPS!
I do ten more, and collapse again.
I don't get it. I'm scared. It's like i'm terrified, and I don't know why.
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